I Give Up.
After having a temporary blog on the subdomain during the three-day hiatus, I’ve brought the site back. Notice I’m using something new? I’m using WordPress. If you can use it, you should. It’s awesome. But like my hiatus page said, some stuff happened and I was really pissed about it. The guestbook was filled with stupid comments. I thought I knew who did it, but I’ve since changed my mind and decided it was, uh..someone I can’t mention or he’ll kick my ass. OK, not that he’s reading this, but whatever.
I’ve been taking antibiotics for the past week because the doctors thought I had mono. I went to urgent care because I wasn’t getting better and I was told I didn’t have anything. Whatever I had was just a stomach flu with tonsillitis. Why am I still taking antibiotics then? I’ve always thought that it’s bad to take antibiotics when you don’t really need them.
My mom went to the opening of the great Minnesota get-together, also known as the Minnesota State Fair, with Karen. I was all by myself today, waiting for something that didn’t happen so it was a waste of a day. Tomorrow I’m staying home like I usually do, and I might be going out later that evening. Haha, I need to be laid. It’s been a while.
I drove the car for the first time since it was fixed this afternoon. I haven’t gotten used to driving it since it’s so low to the ground. I can hardly see out the back and sides of it. I was going to merge in with traffic, but I totally messed that up so I went to the turn lane and took the side road to the next light. Plus I figured I’d get away from the people who were behind me; they were most likely pissed at me since I held up traffic a bit. There was a car who was passing me and then slowed down in front of me and I got really irritated at them so I passed them again. Then there are people who ride on my ass for a mile and then pass me, and only me, thinking they’re going to save themselves some time by passing one car. I hate stupid drivers. Oh, yeah. It was raining today, but it wasn’t that dark. Good idea to use your headlights, anyway. But, there are still those people who haven’t figured it out yet: it’s the law, you need headlights if you’re using your windshield wipers. We’ve had that law here for what, almost twenty years now? I swear, some people have their head buried somewhere that I don’t want to know.
I have to be stuck with my mom all day tomorrow. I’m not looking forward to it. I never have any time to myself anymore. It is really hard not being able to do anything.
We took the car in for repairs yesterday and I took my mom when we went to pick it up. She literally could have killed us because she was telling me how to drive. The cars were coming up really quickly and she told me to turn in front of them. I didn’t want to, but I knew if I didn’t she’d be bitching at me all day.
This is so hard. I know what I want and it seems like I’m not going to get what I want. In fact I know I won’t because nobody takes time to get to know me. I keep saying this over and over, but some people just don’t know what I’ve been through. I’ve been broken too many times. I’ve never been happier than I was last night, and I’m waiting just for him to call me and say hi.
I’m not sure what’s going to happen with my site because I received an email from my host today telling me that my site might not works since my nameservers aren’t set properly. I was never told they were wrong to begin with, and I can’t change them since I don’t have access to change them, even though I’ve written a letter to the person who registered it for me asking for transfer of the domain to be under my name.